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PART I - This Is Not Normal

Written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:18:07:

As an answer to: My Full And Honest Experience With Phimosis written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:13:18:

PART I - This Is Not Normal

During my entire childhood I had several abnormalities
which I later understood was the result of phimosis:

1) After peeing, I had no good way of "shaking it off",
because most of the urine stayed under the foreskin,
which was very tight. This often resulted in wet stains
on my underwear.

2) I knew the traditional way of masturbating was using
your right hand. I didn't understand the mechanism
of it, because I didn't understand what "retracting"
meant, since it was not part of my penile functionality.

So I masturbated lying face down on the bed, rubbing a
thin peace of clothing over the penis. A normal person
would not understand how this would work and is not
able to do the same, because phimosed people have
extraordinary sensitivity.

3) Masturbating this was easy and somewhat pleasurable, but I
JUST COULDN'T understand, how it could POSSIBLY be as pleasurable
as Hollywood and anecdotal evidence suggests it is. Remember,
"retracting" and "glans" were not part of my vocabulary, because
I've never retracted my foreskin and I've never seen my glans.
In fact, I looked at the tip of my foreskin, and thought that it
was all that generated the pleasure (which isn't the case, as most of the
pleasure comes from the glans - a person can have orgasms without
the foreskin but not without the glans).

OK, I figured: when I rubbed something over the tip of foreskin,
I get pleasure. That's all, there are no other sources. What if
put my dick into a vagina? How different will it be from just rubbing
it myself? The answer was no, it wouldn't be any more pleasurable, and
thus I had a problem: I understood, I COULDN'T enjoy sex like a normal
person would. This was the major cause of my 2002 half-year long depression.

4) At some point my instict told me to try to retract the foreskin.
It was painful, I didn't try it again for a long time and concluded
that it wasn't how it operated.

5) I didn't have the "fold" like the other guys had. I can't explain
what I mean by this. There's no need, if the reader has tight foreskin,
he doesn't have it. Basically, when a person retracts his foreskin often
(masturbation/sex), the foreskin appears to be shorter and thicker.

So I started to take closer looks at the other guys in the lockerroom
(I wear glasses, so I when I showered with the other guys, my glasses
were put aside and I couldn't see nothing).

Despite all of these abnormalities, I was used to my own penis -
it was everything I've ever known - and I was blissfully oblivious
that I had a HUGE PROBLEM. That ended February 11th 2002, when
I watched a documentary on TV, and something hit me like a lightning:

I WAS DIFFERENT AND I HAD A PROBLEM.


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