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Written by paul at 11 Mar 2002 01:46:40: Re: Problems
As an answer to: Re: Problems written by Paul B. at 05 Mar 2002 20:27:22:
I know i have just replied about what i am doing ref going to doctor and hopefully get good help.
I felt i had to reply to this on,first of all i know fully well the symptoms and traits of Scizoprenia,it was just a joke,one should be able to joke on virtually any subject,if if it affects one.
You hit the nail on the head,i could write a book on relationship problems,basically as far as opposite sex concerned,easy
one girlfriend at 16,a couple of others all crap relationships,and no absolute zero for 16 years.
No friends until about 6 years ago.
My testicles and penis problem were real and were serious,and since the operation,i think anyone in my situation would feel a bit paranoid about the state of there genitals.
I think although i have had some very painfull problems when attempting sexual intercourse and at 36,i even got my age wrong earlier i am still a virgin,but do believe i assumed too quickly about Phimosis,but pleased i did,as it has made me realise a few home truths.
So as long as i can open up both mentally and physically to my doctor then things will hopefully change.I may or may not be Schizophrenic,but i certainly do have relationship problems.
I am scared of most social contact,so i do not go to parties,i never celebrate my birthday,which is tomorrow by the way,i get anxious at christmas,the fear of work celebrations,which i always get out of.
I can talk to people well,but i do not let many people get too near,i purposely scare them off,so there you have it i may want a girl,but if any get too friendly i scare them off on purpose,crazy or what.
as said before thanks for al comments,i take them in and until i get checked out i will never know if i do or do not have major problems.
ome back!
>>Scizophrenic i will have tell my alter ego about that one.
>>no i only jest.
>Indeed you do jest! Schizophrenia in fact has nothing to do with "split