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Written by serious at 03 Apr 2003 21:16:40: Re: will uk can u post something back
As an answer to: Re: will uk can u post something back written by chImp at 03 Apr 2003 20:47:02:
actually, i did think that at first, then thought thats stupid, and i picked up the phone a couple of times to phone my dad but couldnt do it, im going to in a minute im so nearly there its just that little fear inside me holding me back at the moment. This time im going to do it, but what can i say to my mum to have 2moro off school and get my dad to take a day off work to take me to the docters, its mission impossible at the moment. ive got to somehow convice my mum i need 2moro off of school but i know she wont let me because i have way too much time off anyway and we argue about it sometimes, and if i tell my dad its useless info to my mum, i suppose i could always go to the bus stop and wait til my mums gone out then go home and wait for my dad... thats what il do actually i think. I really hope it is just the soap, thats what im going to say to my dad, that its just some sort of soap infection that i need to stop before it actually turns into something serious, that way i wont feel like its some sort of disease, il explain the rest to the docter, thanks for all your help guys youve basically changed my mind totally, if i didnt post on here i would probably be sitting around waiting for it to go away, also the swolen skin is sort of drooping like theres too much foreskin over my penis, all these problems are things ive never had before and it does appear theyve come up since ive been using this soap frequently, god i cant wait til all this is over and done with, its not the only thing wrong with my penis tho, ive got small lumps on it as i described from the start that have been there for about a year and a half with no pain so i left them and they havent changed at all, but now this hurts so im gona have to get something done about it, its probably a good thing as it will allow the docter to check out anything else that might be wrong aswell. It just hurts inside to know that i will never know what it feels like to have a normal penis and never have to worry about what a girl might think or anything else like that, THIS SUCKS!